When I look out into the distance i see various shapes and sizes, everything catches my eye, Sharp edges that glisten from the rays of sunlight that bounces off that shiny smooth surface. That shine nearly blinds me when I look into that strong glare, I glance away and my eyes are affected greatly, I begin to see a mass of colors in a spiral short of shape, purple, green, red and a bright white blinds me. I walk down 40 yards or so recovering from that intense light, I look up and see a mass of evergreens the massive size of them are astounding the color a magnificent green, being able to enjoy nature and the plentiful colors it lets us see and stand in awe. The baby blue sky shimmers around these massive giants and the looming white clouds a beautiful monstrosity, the transparent disc of a moon is not so far from the reach of these towering monsters. My eyes take in the wonders of this magnificent world, my brain taking in the peaceful surroundings and enjoying the little bit and pieces of this world that make life so wonderful.
Extremely bored right now I wish I wish I knew what i could possibly do to keep myself from being so bored. I guess ill randomly type!
Fear of failure taunts me mind, this fear is a complete mind boggling experience that I despise. I give this feeling too much thought and give it too much energy, I let this emotion take control of my whole being, I let it seep deep into my mind and let it sit there to corrupt my every thought of success and hope. Why am I so afraid to let myself go an extra mile? This fear is so crippling and agonizing that it draws me back and sends me into the oblivion of negativity and demise. The fear of being hurt is a common fear everyone has and future-tripping is such a downfall to my daily life, I try to look toward the positive but somehow my demented mind seems to like going toward the negative, my own self is my worst enemy, I use to despise myself this fear use to control me completely. But at last I have seemed to start gaining courage and the strength to bear through this emotional hell and the feeling of hope has been opened and I am now flooded with emotional peace.